My..life.
I was born and raised in a family with a lot of members. I never missed anyone (except my father, he left when i was 6 months old, and came back when i was 4). Somebody was always there with me. Either to help me, either not to feel alone, or afraid. That's how i was raised. Not to miss anyone. I was always with someone at home, always with someone outside, always with a lot of people, or i'd get back at home early. Even if this was for my own protection, it has damaged me, mentally. I'm more afraid now that i'm old enough to judge what's right or wrong. I'm more afraid to be out late at night, it seems wrong to me. It seems wrong to have fun, not to care about certain things, and i simply can't change that. Because it feels wrong. Because that's how they raised me. Sometimes, i feel like they want me to be afraid of the world around me. They want me to be precautious, not to be with a lot of people, because crowds are dangerous. Because you don...